Summer Of 2012 :-))))

Had to happen sooner or later... I finally make YOUTUBE but I have SPAGHETTI hanging from my nose LMAO!!! Big thanks to my friend Quinny as his gf Betsy for making this little movie... showing all our fun times in Bohol and Cebu. Perfect song choice too Quinny :-p 

"the  BEST DAYS  of my life..."

Philippines...

I was lucky enough to visit the Philippines twice  over the last 6 months. The first time I went there for a reason...  and the second time I  just went there. Both visits have very special memories for me, but for very different reasons.

The second visit... was to Cebu and Bohol. I was really suprised at how beautiful Bohol was... the people there were soooooo friendly :-) Actually I discovered a little beach over there called Alona Beach on Pangloa Island. 
 
Alona is just a small beach... you can walk along it in 10 minutes. They say Boracay is the best beach in the Philippines... some say the world. But Alona is not far behind. Its not so crowded like Boracay... the beach music is more soft and relaxing. Its such a happy place... I was so relaxed there if somebody punched me in the face... I probably would have just said "oh thankyou sir" LOL.  

So who knows where the Happy Traveller Bar will turn up... maybe Thailand like the plan always was. Or maybe now Alona Beach in the Philippines is where my future is. I cant decide that now... but we'll see where life takes me in the next year or so...

LOOOOOOOVE you Bohol :-)
I'll be back... hopefully next time with a GIRL hehe

A part of me...

You know, ive been thinking about Tex tonight... I cant believe it, he has already been gone for 8 months... but Im still thinking about him every day. For sure some people who read this will think "this guy is effin crazy he is talking about a dog"... and thats ok. I dont expect everybody to understand. But Tex was the only thing that didnt leave me in the last 15 years. He was with me through marriages, divorces, deaths, the happiest and saddest times in my life... he was just always there with his unconditional love. So he was my inspiration for as long as I can remember.  

Ever since I lost him... I lost  little spark in my life... its hard to explain. Its almost like a little bit of energy has gone from my body and I dont know how to get it back. But maybe its good and fair that I feel that way... maybe Im never supposed to find that spark again. Maybe when he died... he took that spark with him. He took that little part of me with him... and I can never get that back.

But you know what... I want him to have it!!! Its his to keep forever... a special part of my heart that only ever existed in the first place... cus he was in my life. So maybe he always owned it to begin with...

And thats ok with me... just as long as he knows... Ive also got a special part of him that Im never gonna give back too :-)

TEX yr STILL with me mate!!